The Convergence of Best Practices and the Best You
I remember my first year as a teacher. I knew the content of the courses I was assigned, I was good at building relationships with most of my students, and I always tried to make my lessons applicable (I wanted my lessons to naturally answer the question, “Why do we need to know this?” so that I didn’t have to mid-lesson). Although there are only a few specific interactions and classroom activities I can vividly recall, I absolutely remember that I didn’t really know what I was supposed to be accomplishing or how to know whether or not I was doing a good job. That was the hardest part of my first year teaching.*
I think my experience is similar to what a lot of first-year teachers experience. This feeling that you really should know what you’re doing (we’ve been in school for at least 16 years, shouldn’t we have this figured out by now) set against the realization that you really don’t know if what you’re doing is right. I felt this tension in Sarah Deel’s essay, Finding My Teaching Voice.
Deel describes the process she went through to become the best teacher she could be. She did things she remembered her teachers doing that she liked. She tried to be funny. She tried to be cool. She tried to be interesting. I could relate because I tried to be a lot of things that I admired in others that I simply was not. I tried to be impressively smart. I’m not. I tried to be a stern classroom dictator to maintain control of my classroom. That didn’t work. I tried to use instructional strategies I saw other teachers using who were considered model teachers. That worked sometimes, but not always. Honestly, it took me a while to figure out which way was up and what I needed to do to get there, but I think Sarah Deel and I found the same answer.
The most important thing I did was to learn how to be me in front of my students. I’m much better at working with an individual or small groups of students. I started doing more of that. I am really good at planning lessons and activities that make the content applicable in a real-world setting. I did more of that too. I’m good at asking questions. I had my students do more work that gave them control over elements of the deliverable so that they could incorporate things they’re interested in and I could ask them about. That worked really well (high school students like talking about themselves, go figure). Being me and playing to my strengths really worked, but it was only a start. There was more room for growth (and still is honestly).
The next step was learning about teaching strategies that really work with students. I needed to become better at whole group lecture and discussion. I researched that skill and learned how to do that really well while retaining my personality. There are so many good sources of information on this (one of my favorites is actually Visible Learning). Professor Fowler’s Authentic Teaching Self and Communication Skills is a great resource for learning a lot of this in a really condensed way (seriously, where was this 15 years ago!). Be yourself. Teach in small chunks of time. Don’t lecture for more than 15 minutes (10 is better). Engage students in lecture with discussion. Draw on student interests and past discussions. Move around the room. These are just a few of the “little things” that totally change your classroom.
Lastly, I’ll also say that now (15 years in) I see teaching as a journey that both changes me and allows me to change it. Every day is a little different and offers opportunities to help me improve my craft and learn about myself. I don’t see a way that I’ll ever become static in this line of work. It wouldn’t work. So my hope is to continue to grow as a person, learn more about the process of teaching and learning, and put it all together to be the best teacher I can be.
*For full disclosure, I started teaching without the benefit of having any coursework in education. I had an accounting degree and had worked briefly as a software developer and even more briefly as an internal auditor at a credit union. I was hired on a provisional license offered by the state that allows schools to hire teachers who have not filled all the education requirements in hard-to-staff disciplines for a three-year period. I completed a Masters degree in Career and Technical Education in my first two years to become fully licensed.